Forewords ................................................................................... 6

Preface....................................................................................... 10

Timeline..................................................................................... 15

ACKNOWLEDGEMENT.......................................................... 16

1. As a Malaysian Citizen.............................................................. 21

My birth place........................................................................... 21

Japanese invasion in Malaya ..................................................... 22

A quick look of Malaysia........................................................... 23

Schooling in Malaysia................................................................ 30

Trip to Taiwan........................................................................... 35

2. My Disaster............................................................................... 40

Day of arrest.............................................................................. 40

My bad luck came...................................................................... 45

Trying to kill myself................................................................... 49

Sad memory .............................................................................. 52

Ensnarement.............................................................................. 54

Interrogation.............................................................................. 58

Arriving Jing Mei Detention Center........................................... 60

Indictment.................................................................................. 66

The horrible Statute of the Rebellion Punishment...................... 71

The breathtaking sentencing court............................................. 77

International rescue.................................................................... 86

My appeals and the fruitless redress........................................... 87

Life at Jing Mei Detention Center.............................................. 89

Malaysian representative visit was prohibited............................ 90

3. National Human Rights Museum.............................................. 93

4. Green Island............................................................................... 96

New Life Correction Center and Oasis Villa (note).................... 99

Memories in Oasis Villa........................................................... 102

Drastic change of my attitude of mind..................................... 109

Life in Oasis Villa as day-time laborer...................................... 111

My dog in prison..................................................................... 121

5. Ren Ai Education Center (1981-1983)..................................... 127

My release................................................................................ 129

Where are my guarantors?....................................................... 131

6. Homeless Life.......................................................................... 135

Looking for a new start............................................................ 140

Mother failed to take me home ............................................... 142

Mothers visits I....................................................................... 144

Mother’s visit II........................................................................ 149

7. Years of Happy Life................................................................. 154

My way home.......................................................................... 155

Childhood happiness................................................................ 160

8. New Life.................................................................................. 168

Works during my homeless days.............................................. 178

Jobs before the Martial Law was lifted.................................... 183

Jobs after the Martial Law was abolished................................ 192

9. New Challenges....................................................................... 197

Travelling and visiting customers............................................. 202

Travelling in Scandinavian countries........................................ 205

10. All on My Own........................................................................ 215

Different attitude of life........................................................... 220

11. As a Witness ............................................................................ 225

As a narrator of White Terror (2011-2018).............................. 230

12. Jing Mei Guide Office ............................................................. 239

Activities of the parks.............................................................. 242

13. Human Rights Banquet............................................................ 246

14. My earnest gratitude to National Cheng Kung University........ 250

15. International Human Rights Day ............................................ 251

16. Contacts with Foreign Visitors................................................. 256

How I got to know FIHRM..................................................... 257

Distinguished visitors .............................................................. 260

Albie Sachs-The Judge of South Africa..................................... 264

Former South Africa President-Mr. F.W. De Klerk.................... 267

Friend from Canada................................................................. 270

Request for a visit from Thailand............................................. 278

Visit of US Delegation-Speaker Nancy Pelosi ......................... 280

17. Mail Contacts (1)..................................................................... 283

Mail Contacts (2)..................................................................... 285

1. Green Island White Terror Memorial Park........................... 287

2. Jing Mei White Terror Memorial Park.................................. 288

First draft of entry................................................................ 290

Overview.............................................................................. 290

Methodology........................................................................ 292

Sources................................................................................. 293

Mail Contacts (3)..................................................................... 295

The positive feedback of Mr. Kivanc dinler-the champion.... 299

Mail Contacts (4)..................................................................... 303

Trip to New Zealand............................................................ 304

18. My Eldest Brother Seeking for Help......................................... 314

Letters from International Amnesty.......................................... 318

INDOOR SYMPOSIUM ......................................................... 319

Postscript................................................................................. 322